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Monday, February 22, 2010

Push: A Novel by Sapphire

I finished reading Push: A Novel by Sapphire a few days ago. And let me just say, "Wow!" What a book! The first words that pop into my head when I think about the book are: raw, gritty,sad, disturbing, empowering and hopeful. This is truly a book that grabs you by the neck and shakes you awake. It is the story of a young girl who is repeatedly abused by her family, circumstance and life; but it is also the triumph of a young girl who takes these horrible experiences and pushes herself past them and towards the future. What we have is a book that presents us with a realistic portrayal of life that also serves as a way to bring more awareness to social issues: incest, rape, education, illiteracy, AIDS, domestic violence.

Push is the story of Claireece P. Jones (the P is for Precious, which is the name she goes by). Precious is sixteen, illiterate and pregnant (again). She had her first child when she was just 12 years old. The father of both children is none other than Precious' own father, Carl. According to Precious, from the age of seven, Carl has been repeatedly raping and sexually abusing her (though we learn later in the book, via Mary (Precious' mother), that Precious was sexually abused from a much younger age, possibly three). This cycle of abuse that Precious experiences continues at the hands of her mother, Mary, who physically, verbally and sexually abuses her, too. Mary blames her daughter for Carl's actions and chooses to hate her daughter as a result. She uses Precious and her granddaughter as her means of obtaining welfare and food stamps. When Precious gets kicked out of school for being pregnant, Mary immediately demands that she go down to the welfare office and sort out everything (no school for Precious can mean no welfare for Mary). However, Precious decides to continue with her education by attending an alternative school (recommended by her old principal) called Each One Teach One (an adult GED program). It is at the alternative school that Precious blossoms. She befriends her teacher, Blue Rain, and some of the young women in her class. She finds herself learning how to read for the first time and writing in a journal where she can express her emotions and thoughts freely. Precious finds herself with a strong support system of women who truly care about her well being and encourage her to push forward with her education and future. She finally feels as if things are falling into place when she gets a visit from her mother; who basically tells Precious that her Carl has died from AIDS. Saddled with this news, Precious must now find the courage to take an AIDS test and find out how much her future has just changed. Abdul is also tested, since his father was Carl. In the end, Abdul is not HIV positive, but Precious is. Armed with this devastating news, Precious pushes herself towards the unknown, content in the knowledge that she knows she is strong enough to handle anything else life throws her way. The end.

Such a fantastic read for so many reasons; Push is one book that I would highly recommend everyone to read. Sapphire has written a book that reaches out to people and yanks on their heartstrings. She has created a story about a girl who has remained unloved and uncared for. A story that describes in vivid detail the horrid acts of sexual, physical and verbal abuse that this young girl has had to endure since she was a baby. The language is coarse and raw, but it is real and necessary. The writing is great. Employing the literary technique, stream of consciousness, Sapphire provides us readers with an inside look into Precious' mind. We are in her thoughts and are able to witness the ways in which Precious has been used and abused; the ways in which Precious interacts with people and how she views them; the feelings she has towards the people in her life, such as her mother, father, teachers, social worker, son and daughter. We are with Precious when she decides to completely detach herself from her mother and when she attends and Incest Support Group and realizes that she is not alone. We are with Precious through her journey of self discovery and let me just say that it is quite empowering to read about this young girl as she finds her inner strength and pushes herself in so many ways in order to provide for herself and her son. Definitely one of my top reads for this year.

Alright, well I'm on to the next read. Hope everyone is having a wonderful day full of words, words, words. Cheers!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Thanks, Stacy!

Thanks to Stacy over at A Novel Source, I have been awarded the Honest Scrap Award. Wow! Thanks, Stacy!! Well, according to the award rules, I need to reveal 10 true things about myself. Yikes! But before I reveal anything about myself I would like to award the Honest Scrap Award to three awesome blogs: They are such great reads - Check them out!!




Now for 10 truths about me:

1. Whenever I have a really vivid dream that wakes me up, I automatically go to dreammoods and find out what my dream means. And if there is a book in my dream, I buy a copy of it.

2. I used to read my tarot cards all the time in college and even at grad school, but haven't looked at them in ages.

3. I've seen Natalie Merchant three times in concert and loved each show.
4. I am obsessed with handbags and am currently coveting a black Marc Jacobs leather tote that I saw in the new Nordstrom catalog.

5. I start a journal and then never completely fill it up; and so each time I want to start journaling again, I buy a new journal. Today I bought a new one with typewriters all over the cover.

6. My favorite color is green.

7. The only type of pie I like is strawberry.

8. My favorite movie is The Spitfire Grill. Every time I watch it I cry.

9. I love the show, Ab Fab, but didn't always understand some of the dialogue (because they were references to shops in the UK or local UK celebs); and after living in England for grad school, I totally get the references and find the shows even more hilarious.

10. When my sister and I were younger we would stay up late watching Nick at Nite. We used to love, The Many Loves of Dobie Gillis.

Alright, well those are my ten truths. Enjoy! By the by, I just finished reading Precious and have moved on to my next read, Sugar. I still have The Swan Thieves sitting on my desk waiting to be read. Plus, I have a pile of magazines to get through - just got my new copy of O a few days ago, and I still have Elle, Glamour and Easy Living to read. Until next time, Happy Reading!

Monday, February 15, 2010

Kreativ Blogger


Just wanted to say thanks to Ash over at English Major's Junk Food for awarding me the Kreativ Blogger award - Thanks, Ash! Check out her site when you get a chance -its such a great book blog! As a recipient of this award I have to list seven things about myself. So, here goes:

1. Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut is my favorite book.
2. I'm addicted to reality t.v. shows like, Keeping Up With the Kardashians, Project Runway, Kell on Earth, Real Housewives, etc.
3. I went on the Sound of Music bus tour when I was visiting Salzburg.
4. I used to love going to the refectory at the cathedral in Exeter, England (where I studied for my MA) and ordering tea, a scone with clotted cream and jam; and just sitting there people watching.
5. I ate gelato every day I was in Italy and absolutely loved it!
6. Reading magazines like, Elle, O, and Latina are my vice.
7. I have visited 2 Dali museums (one in St. Petersburg, FL and one in London, England), but am aiming to visit the one in Spain - he is my favorite artist.

Alright, so those are seven random things about me. Now, for the bloggers I'd like to pass this award on to:

A Day In The Life Of

My Porch

Pen, Paper and Cake!

Those three sites are such fun blogs - filled with photos, recipes, book reviews and posts about life (like upcoming weddings, favorite singers, and so much more). Definitely worth checking out!

Hope everyone is having a fabulous Monday. I'll be back soon with a book post. Cheers!!

Monday, February 8, 2010

Sweet Little Lies by Lauren Conrad


Okay, so I am supposed to be reading To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee, but I just can't seem to settle into the book. For some reason I've found myself in a reading funk lately. Normally I pick up an old favorite to read or I dive into some fun magazines, but neither of these fallbacks seem to be working. Instead, I wound up buying LC's new book, Sweet Little Lies; its the second book in her L.A. Candy series. Yes, I admit that I am a fan of the pseudo-reality show, The Hills. Actually, since LC left the show, I've lost interest in it. Yes, I am on Team LC. How lame and silly, I know. Its just that it is such fun to watch. Anyhow, I wound up reading LC's first book, L.A. Candy, and actually enjoying it, so I figured when the next book came out I'd pick it up. And so I did.
Sweet Little Lies picks up where the first book left us: the aftermath of Jane and Braden's night together. Basically we have: girl breaks up with boyfriend and meets up with ex-boyfriend's best friend. Pictures of girl and boy's tryst are plastered all over the tabloids and the ex-boyfriend is not happy. The show's ratings are sky-rocketing, but the girl's life is taking a tumble. The girl and her best friend are on the outs with each other. Ex-boyfriend becomes boyfriend again. Truths come out and tears are spilled and apologies are made. The end. Simply put: drama, tears, drama, tears, hugs and kisses.
Okay, so the book was what you would expect - poorly written, with very predictable plot lines. However, I found myself completely engaged with the novel, because of the fact that LC wrote it. What I mean is that she based the characters in the book on the people from, The Hills. And I'm pretty sure some of these things did happen to the cast of The Hills. So, its rather interesting to try and figure out who is who and what happened to which castmate - its what makes the book a fun read. All in all, I think reading Sweet Little Lies helped get me out of my reading funk. So, now I can focus on To Kill A Mockingbird or maybe even start a new book. Hmmm. Which one to choose? I did buy the new Kostova, so perhaps I should start reading, The Swan Thieves. Happy Reading!!